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Date: 27 Jul 2000
I was just thinking. Now I feel that anger comes from 2 underlying sources guilt, which comes from fear, and raw fear. Now I am white and have no anger, therefore no fear. In my early years like 2 up till 10 or so, I spent a great deal of time our cook and house boy-yard boy (thats what he was called, just now noticed the boy on a grown man). Now these people were blacks. I had a great time with them and knew that I was perfectly safe from any scary monsters that might be lurking in the basement. So maybe this early trust has a lot to do with my attitude today.