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Chapter
19: NO SUCH ALLEGATIONS
"I WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THERE
WOULD BE SOME ALLEGATIONS." Deputy Public Defender Michael Clark, after
reviewing 35 of Mark Fuhrmans cases and finding no allegations of brutality, lying,
manufacturing evidence or making ethnic slurs
Bear followed up on her idea of "facts" with a news story
about the first steps in a probe of Fuhrmans conduct as a Los Angeles police
officer. A man from the Los Angeles County Public Defenders Office looked at 35
cases from 88-94 and found no wrong-doing on the part of Mark Fuhrman. What
fraction of one percent is that in Fuhrmans 19-year career? Statistically, it is no
more significant than if the man had picked five cases out of a hat and found no
wrong-doing. Even the worst cop cant operate at his worst a majority of the time. By
its nature, misconduct would be an issue in only a narrow set of circumstances where it
was an attractive alternative to obeying the law and the officer thought he could get away
with it. Mark Fuhrman summed it up nicely when Laura Hart McKinny asked what he would do
if a guy called him a motherfucker. He asked, "Are there any witnesses?"
In 1984, Fuhrman stopped a young black man named Jarvis Bowers for
jaywalking, put him in a choke hold and threatened his life. This happened in front of a
movie theater in a predominately white area with plenty of witnesses. Its no
surprise to me that the young mans complaintwhich cost Fuhrman a days
paywasnt included in the official LAPD report on the former officer. When you
read the report, one thing that grabs you, if you know anything about data analysis, is
the number of pertinent records that were disposed ofno one knows how many or which
ones. Thats a sham, no different from subtracting an unknown number of votes from an
election result before announcing a winner.
The next thing you see after reading enough reports to pick up the
pattern, is the way in which paperwork, intelligence, intimidation and murder could work
together to beat the system. A dumb rogue cop or an honest one who made a mistake,
couldnt do it. A smart one could if he was willing to go far enough to silence
witnesses willing to testify against him in court and to cultivate "friends" for
the specific purpose of testifying on his behalf.
No possible under-the-table dealings between Fuhrman and police lab
personnel, or any structural flaws in lab security that Fuhrman could have taken advantage
of, were ever investigated.
Subj: Re: Simpson case
Date: 97-03-03 20:05:39 EST
From: Lion
To: Pat, Ted
CC: All
Ted and Pat Crowe First Crowe, thanks for the recognition! I am honored to be
linked with Tiger and Bear! See what happens when you know your stuff, you get to travel
in good company! As far as you being a "cheerleader" for Ted, you might want to
reconsider based on the fact that his statements are a figment of his imagination! To say
that Vannatter carried the victims "blood around for hours, if not days"
and "no one knows how long" is ridiculous. Thats putting it mildly. This
person obviously never watched the trials or read any transcripts, and for you to agree, I
am inclined to think you havent either. And yet, you adamantly state that Simpson is
innocent! How can you, if you dont even know what the facts are?
As per transcript dated 11/10/96, Pg. 68/69, Vannatter picked up the samples of the
victims blood at the coroners office on 6/15/96 at 8:45am as shown on
coroners log, delivered the vials directly to SID at Piper Tech and handed them to
the supervisor at the serology lab at 8:50am still sealed with initials intact, as shown
by sign-in log at Piper Tech...THATS the sworn testimony, those are the facts as
presented in the trial! Ted, maybe you should become more informed before you make such
strong statements! It usually makes for a better debate Lion
Subj: Re: Simpson case
Date: 97-03-03
From: Wolf
To: Pat, Ted (Theodore Bulger)
CC: All
I have been reading that Vannatter carried the blood around for
hours if not days. Simpsons blood was taken to Rockingham before Fung completed
collecting the evidence. That is shown on the tape of his arrival at Rockingham and Andrea
M. carrying the plastic bag out to the evidence van so he could not have had
Simpsons blood for days. The victims blood was picked up at the morgue and
taken directly to the crime lab. It was signed out of the morgue and in at the crime lab
within five minutes. Where are you coming up with this material? Wolf
Subj: Re: Scratches Left Wrist
Date: 97-03-03 21:01:17 EST
From: Lion
To: Trille
CC: All
Lets not forget the scratches on his left wrist! Trille, read my message to Crowe
and Ted, you may become enlightened as to the facts surrounding the victims blood
vials and how long Vannatter had them. Even better read the transcripts of 11/10/96 Pages
68 and 69 and see that Vannatter had the vials a grand total of 5 minutes... Accurate
facts are very important in the decision process of guilt or innocence! Lion
What you have just read are the kinds of "facts" Hhhana,
Crow, Trille, Peggy and I had to cope with since we first got on the Court TV
boardsdetailed, unequivocal, and bogus. I dont happen to believe that
Vannatter had any conscious involvement in Mark Fuhrmans plans. However, the casual
way in which he was allowed access to all of the blood evidence before testing, with no
way of accounting for what he did with it for hours or days, shows how insecure the
samples were. If Vannatter could do it above board with Garry Siglar, the criminalist who
gave him the samples he wanted, why couldnt Fuhrman do it under-the-table with Colin
Yamauchi or another criminalist we dont know about? What could he have gotten away
with when nobody was looking because security procedures were so lax?
MR. HARMON: How do you get from Piper Tech serology [the main police
lab] to Parker Center [the police station]? How did you get there on June 14th
in this case?
MR. YAMAUCHI: Via car.
MR. HARMON: And government car?
MR. YAMAUCHI: Yeah. City car.
MR. HARMON: Will you describe how you transported the rack with the
tubes?
MR. YAMAUCHI: Well, the closed-off tubes are in the rack. And then one
of those chem-wipes I described earlier, there's larger versions, I'll wrap that whole
rack and everything up in the chem-wipe and transport it that way.
MR. HARMON: Why did you put the chem-wipe on?
MR. YAMAUCHI: Mostly because when you're walking along around the
police station, it makes the detectives and people over there kind of nervous if they see
little test-tube things. So I just want to make sure it's covered up.
MR. HARMON: Can you describe the facility or the rooms that you have
over there? Are they normally staffed by anybody?
THE COURT: Over where?
MR. HARMON: At Parker Center.
MR. YAMAUCHI: At Parker Center, it would just be the DNA people.
MR. HARMON: And is there somebody whose assignment it is to be there
all the time?
MR. YAMAUCHI: No.
The reason I mention Yamauchi is because of the August 4 timing of his
blood spill. That was the same day all of the blood samples were brought together in one
place. It was the same day blood was discovered on the socks. August 4 was the day
"Andrea Mazzolas" uninitialed coin envelopes, supposedly collected at
Bundy, were packaged and shipped to Cellmark and Californias Department of Justice
for DNA testing. Since the test results on the socks were leaked to the press through more
than one source outside of the lab but within the LAPD before those tests were run, an LA
cop had to have been involved somewhere.
Since the envelopes werent sealed until they were booked into
evidence on June 16, it could have happened without Yamauchis knowledge earlier.
Somehow, the words of Mark Fuhrman come to mind; "Fuck the rules," he said to
Laura Hart McKinny, "Well make them up later." Yeah, but how do you make
them stick without easy access to the lab?
The scratches on the left wrist, that Lion uses in her subject line,
had to be from the autopsy report on Nicole, who had scratches on her left wrist. What
that has to do with O.J., I dont know. His only fresh cuts were on his middle
finger. I must assume that it has to do with the blood evidence Ted was talking about,
since that is what she was criticizingevidence that included blood vials containing
samples from O.J. (which Vannatter did carry around for hours on the 13th) and the
victims, which he got two days later.
According to Donald Freed and Raymond Briggs in Killing Time (page
235), "...LAPD did not record or log in the blood evidence from the crime scene until
after June 16, 1994 three days after the collection by police criminalists, and one
day after Vannatter took the victims blood from the coroners office. Thus,
between June 13 and June 16, Detective Vannatter had in his possession for some period of
time, samples of all the principals blood."
Thats what we know about a detective who wasnt trying to
hide what he was doing with the blood in his possession. What about one who did want to
hide his handling of the blood evidence, one closely associated, in one way or another,
with all of it? What about Mark Fuhrman who manipulated blood evidence
without even touching it? All he had to do was make timely suggestions that got the right
people to see it his wayand they did. Who said the killer was bleeding from the left
side? Mark Fuhrman. Who said the killers blood trail led from Bundy to Rockingham?
Mark Fuhrman. Who found the 2-degree angle at which O.J.s Bronco was parked so
extreme as to warrant his inspection? Mark Fuhrman. Who discovered a spec of blood on the
Broncos door which led to the illegal search of O.J.s estate? Mark Fuhrman.
Who gave everyone the false idea that blood drops straddling the Rockingham gate were
going in instead of coming out? Mark Fuhrman. So, when we read about the killers
blood trail, which eventually led Mark Fuhrman to the bloody glove on O.J.s
property, whose trail are we really following?
Subj: Fuhrman
Date: 97-03-05 18:44:25 EST
From: Cougar
To: Dable
CC: Tiger, Peggy, Matlock, Judi, Rabne, Pat, Chameleon, Bull, Puma, Lion, Bear, Hhhana,
Trooper, Jaguar, Openminded, Judge, Leopard, Connie, Ted, Wildcat, Panther, Mike
Laural [Dable] My suggestion regarding the blood trail from the Bronco is
that he had the small black bag in (right) hand and headed from the Bronco toward the
house, depositing the bag on the edge of the lawn (where he insisted on picking it up
himself when Allen Park and Kato later offered to get it) and then headed behind the
garage up to the area of Katos room. There are several possibilities why there might
be no blood-drops on the way to Katos air conditioner: hand in pocket, hand wrapped
in handkerchief, sucking fingers (dont you when you notice bleeding?) OR left hand
carrying the bag, he could have headed toward house; THEN noticed limo, transferred bag to
left hand and gone behind the garage intending to dispose of it and the glove, bumped air
conditioner and dropped glove without realizing it, changed his mind about leaving the bag
back there because of the noise he had made and dropped it on the lawn on his way into the
house. Other suggestions? Cougar
In Marcia Clarks drawing of the Rockingham estate which, for unexplained reasons,
is nearly identical to Mark Fuhrmans where it counts, X marks the spot where Kato
saw the bag behind the Bentley. You can tell by my drawing below it, which is as close to
scale as I could make it, the "edge of lawn" in Mark and Marcias drawing
is nowhere near where its located in the real world. Note where the Bentley would
have to be parked relative to the south pathway if the bag were in the right place. This
is an artists trick that takes advantage of known features (the curve of the drive
nearest the garage where it meets the edge of the lawn) to create a powerful illusion.
Car designers use it to make their car proposals look sportier to upper management by
drawing much bigger tires than the program calls for and slanting the windshield more than
safety, cost, engineering or manufacturing considerations would ever allow. Its
called "cheating" because the distortion is calculated to plant a false idea of
reality that will influence subsequent judgments in favor of the designers proposal.
The more a designer cheats, the more likely it is that his design will be chosen.
Kato undoubtedly did the best he could with the impossible task he was asked to perform
of marking where he saw the bag behind the Bentley and near the edge of the lawn. There
was no place on that map he could draw where that was. Using Mark or Marcias
drawings of the Rockingham estate, you can make Cougars scenario work. Without it,
you cant.
Subj: Open for Debate
Date: Thursday, March 06, 1997 10:52 AM
From: Hhhana
To: Trooper, Patricia Whetham
CC: Peggy
Hey buddies I have become consumed mentally with the Fuhrman saga. I have done
everything but pack up and go out west to talk to people with the answers. The answer is
there somewhere. I dont mean to sound like a broken record, but I really want your
thoughts and input. Jasper, please help me if you think Im off base anywhere
[Editors note: We were all off base somewhere at different times and we all knew it.
The only way to get back on and score a few points was to work with our team mates.
Its the only way we were able to score any points. It was the only way we could win]
...
We know MF and Nicole met in 1985 at Rockingham. After her separation she went to
places he may have frequented. If they met again and they formed a relationship, what
kind? Friends, lovers, drugs? Could be any of the three. We know police officers said MF
was "Nicoles cop" and we also know he mentioned to them something about
breast augmentation surgery she supposedly had. (What you need to keep in mind is that MF
holds women in low esteem, all women).
If they had a relationship, what would he have known on June 12, 1994?
- The recital? Yes.
- OJ was there? Yes.
- He left alone? Yes.
- Still alone at 9pm when he called to speak to Sydney? Yes.
- Leaving for Chicago? Yes.
Why would he kill Nicole?
- Jealousy? Yes?
- Threat of exposure, drugs? Yes?
- Her affair with M Allen? Yes?
- Thinking about reconciliation with OJ? Yes?
- Ron Goldman as lover (remember, MF says in his book he believes the meeting between
Nicole and Ron was for affair)?
Why would he implicate OJ? HATE AND RACISM!
I THINK IT MAKES SENSE, DO ANY OF YOU? Lets face the fact that if MF was close to
Nicole, he had access to her house, spent time there.
Evidence implicating OJ other than blood:
- Knit cap / Has never made sense. OJ would have no use for this item. Had to be planted,
might have come from inside the house.
- Bundy glove / Again, doesnt make sense. We know there was a receipt for 2 pairs
purchased by NS. Was one for OJ and one for MF? (probably not, no use for in California?)
Could one pair have been left by OJ at Nicoles place? Maybe used when working around
the place? MF know they were OJs? Also, maybe not OJs at all....
- Rockingham glove / This is the most incriminating item. There is no logical reason for
the glove to be there unless someone was on the Rockingham property to plant evidence. Had
to leave early because of hitting the wall/air conditioner?
I know this is amateur stuff, just me thinking in print, but it really does fit. It
would explain OJs sense of confusion. Even the shoes; they are not a common type of
shoe. What if they really were OJs? At Nicoles? Were the footprints made
deliberately? could be....
We know Fuhrman knows how to clean up after a bloody scene. Remember the tape? He beat
some men almost to death and he and his partner (could that have been Roberts) hosed each
other off! Time to get ready for work. Does any of this make sense to any of you?
Paula
Here, against the advice of my wise cyperspace companions, is where
I decided to launch a test balloon with Tiger to see if we could bring the OJGs into
the book project as I had first envisioned it. For that, I had to see if I could get the
one thing going in our discussions that had always eluded usan honest and equal
exchange of ideas. What I didnt fully appreciate at the time was the fact that
"honest" and "equal" were incompatible in any exchange between
OJGs and OJUs or OJUs. The fact is, they really did see people who
didnt think and feel the way they did about O.J.s guilt as intellectually,
emotionally or morally inferior to them. Therefore, as far as O.J. was concerned, they
could be honest or they could treat us as equals. They couldnt do both.
Peggy, the most sensitive person in our group to harsh words directed
against anyone, was taking a relentless verbal pounding simply for agreeing to think about
my MFG scenario. Since Trille and I had been victimized by Tigers artful removal of
our words from context the way she was now doing to Peggy, this seemed to be the perfect
opportunity to kill two or three birds with one stone. All I had to do was include a
phrase that would appear to be inflammatory if taken out of context and send a copy to
someone who was sure to pass it on to her. A copy belonged to whomever received it and was
theirs to do with as they pleased.
Subj: Re: Fuhrman
Date: Wednesday, March 05, 1997 8:49 PM
From: Trooper
To: Peggy
CC: Hhhana, Pat, Trille, Dable, Chameleon, Kim, Connie, Rabne, Ted
Hi Peggy,
I dont have time to say all the things I would like to about your recent remarks
on Mark Fuhrman and the unfair personal attacks you suffered because of it. I have always
liked you a bunch (even when you werent talking to me) and know how hard you work at
being respectful of other peoples feelings.
Naturally, I thought that what you said about my prime murder suspect was outstanding.
I can understand how others might not agree. I can even understand why they would perform
extraordinary mental contortions to avoid an honest consideration of what you said. I
CANNOT understand why people you have defended at considerable risk to yourself, would
turn on you the way they have. Thats crazy. I wasnt going to talk to Tiger.
But I think I have to. Im worried about her. I dont like her. I dont
trust her and I have no respect for her at all. I think she is an evil, arrogant,
small-minded excuse for a human beingbut I could be wrong. And I would not like to
see anything bad happen to her.
Im ashamed to admit that I got a big kick out of seeing her and Lion make
absolute fools of themselves. Bear does it all the time without a clue that she is being
laughed at when she thinks she is being clever (no hope there). But Lion and Tiger truly
are very bright and when they screw up, they know it. Unfortunately, knowing it is not the
same as admitting it. Do you think thats whats causing Tiger to treat you like
Paula, Pat and me (as if that had ever been justified)? Whatever is causing it, I hope it
stops. Ill see what I can do.
Just wanted to let you know I care about you, I read everything you write with care and
I admire your courage. Courage is a rare quality I always admire. Paula has it. Pat has it
and Christine has it in spades. Its a quality I saw in Wildcat when she went against
Lion, Tiger and Bear. I saw it in you when you went against Jamal and me. Yes, I thought
you were wrong both times. I thought that your kindness, your honesty and your trust in
the basic goodness of people who have not committed overt acts of villainy, was used
against you. I thought you were wrong about Jamal, wrong about Trille and wrong about me.
But I never thought you were wrong to do what you honestly believed was right. Your
friend, Jasper
The fallout didnt come right away but I was sure it would come
in time. Meanwhile....
Subj: Re: Fuhrman
Date: 97-03-06 11:12:38 EST
From: Tiger
To: Peggy (Margaret Richardson)
CC: Matlock, Cougar, Rabne, Pat, Chameleon, Bull, Puma, Lion, Bear, Hhhana, Lynx,
Trooper, Jaguar, Openminded, Judge, Leopard, Dable, Connie, Ted, Wildcat, Panther, Mike
Peggy Any discussion about the evidence that you do not accept makes sense. If
you can challenge the evidence, and present your own evidence of any other killer, that,
too, makes sense. Any discussion taken out of the air to see which way it flies, and which
has no foundation in any evidence does not make sense. It may not be simple, but it is the
only logical way to have a discussion. Tiger
Subj: Fuhrman
Date: Thursday, March 06, 1997 5:34 PM
From: Peggy
To: Tiger
CC: Matlock, Cougar, Rabne, Pat, Chameleon, Bull M, Puma, Lion, Bear, Hhhana, Lynx,
Trooper, Jaguar, Openminded, Judge, Leopard, Dable, Connie, Ted, Wildcat, Bull R
Tiger Youve said it all. OJ did it, so there can be no discussion. No
matter what is said, it doesnt fit. Peggy
Subj: Your letter to Tiger
Date: 97-03-05 16:21:01 EST
From: Pat
To: Peggy
CC: Hhhana, Trooper, Trille
Hi PeggyI think your letter to Tiger was right on. ...I guess the only opinion
that matters is hers. To hell with her. I like to discuss all aspects of the case. If we
cant discuss alternate scenarios, what is the use of a discussion? I will keep on
looking and listening until Im satisfied whodunit. I think being curious and looking
into things is better than having a closed mind. Pat (Crowe)
Curiosity was the driving force behind all of the OJIs and
OJUs efforts to find the killer. The hell of it was, I had my own doubts about
Fuhrmans guilt. In fact, after reviewing the autopsy report on Ron Goldman and
seeing where the bruises were in conjunction with some of the stab wounds, I had to
concede that Fuhrman might be right about the murder weapon. But before I shared those
doubts with the group I wanted to resolve the question of what Nicole was hit with and see
what Fuhrman had to say about it in his book.
Just as Id asked myself, "If O.J. didnt do it, who
did?" I was now wondering, "If Fuhrman didnt..." The next man on my
list was Ron Shipp, but there were too many things about the killer that didnt
match. That is, they didnt match what I knew. I was more than willing to learn. One
thing I was sure of was O.J.s innocence. That meant someone set him upsomeone
close to Mark Fuhrman with easy access to the Parker Center lab.
How hard could it be to appreciate the fact that evidence of guilt and
evidence of a frame-up must have a common denominatorthe appearance of guilt. The
OJIs didnt ignore the evidence of guilt against O.J., we questioned it. We
tried out different scenarios to account for it, to account for anomalies that the
OJGs ignored. We tried to find the source of rumors to see what weight if any we
should give them. We tested our beliefs and changed them when the weight of knowledge and
reason could no longer support them. Thats how I went from OJG to OJU to OJI.
Thats where my MFG hypothesis came from and why Paula, Crowe and Peggy were trying
it on the evidence to see how it fitted. How do you suppose our OJGs interpreted
this learning process?
Subj: Fuhrman
Date: 97-03-05 16:21:01 EST
From: Lion
To: Pat
CC: All
Pat (Crowe) A few comments on your statements regarding Fuhrman. It is amazing to
me how you can totally disregard hard evidence against Simpson, and consider rumors,
suppositions, could bes and what ifs in order to substantiate your accusation
against Fuhrman! And then become offended if someone tells you your "opinion" is
nothing more than storytelling! You even go so far as to try to create a motive for
Fuhrman. Need to ask you one very important question, why didnt Fuhrman know Simpson
would be out of town! How did Fuhrman know that Simpsons maid Gigi would not be at
Rockingham that night and be able to give Simpson an alibi? Or Arnelle or Kato or any
number of people!
How do you frame someone sucessfully without knowing whether or not he has an air-tight
alibi? That alone puts a whole so big in your "opinion" you could drive a Mack
truck through it.
Fuhrman has an alibi, he was at a benefit dinner with hundreds of witnesses [Editors
note: Lion had only Fuhrmans word that he was where he said he was, but even
according to his testimony under the direct questioning of Marcia Clark in the criminal
trial, he was not where Lion said he was]! But you will find something, probably a
rumor, to not believe that. But you will believe Simpson who has no alibi at all!!! This
boggles my mind! It is obvious that you absolutely refuse to believe anything even hard
evidence against Simpson, and welcome with open arms anything against anyone else,
regardless if it is fact or fantasy.
Re Simpson being "badly" pigeon-toed. Please tell me where I may find this
document that says Simpson was "badly" pigeon-toed and the bloody shoeprints are
straight? Do you have his exercise video? Doesnt look "badly" pigeon-toed
at all. Are you implying that Simpsons army of legal eagles and Simpson himself
missed this one! Why didnt the Dream Team or Baker present this "evidence"
in the trials? It would have certainly vindicated Simpson! Arent you just making
assumptions or repeating something you heard that cant be documented?
Pat, when you enter a debate without documented facts and a whole lot of speculation
you run the risk of frustrating at lot of people. It turns into nothing more than
"did not," "did so," "did not," "did so."... I
rest my case... Just found something in the LA Times, dated Feb.22 that seems appropriate
in light of your past comments: A new survey shows that 89 % of Americans say rudeness is
a problem in our society. The other 11% said, "Get lost."... Sorry to end this
message on this note. Lion.
Subj: Sorry
Date: 97-03-05 16:21:01 EST
From: Hhhana
To: Pat
CC: All
Pat After reading the above message I have to again point out the ineffective
disclaimer hooked on the end of it. You can be sorry for something you did not do, or
something you did not intend to do. Sorry is inappropriate for something done
intentionally. Didnt have to end on that note. If Lion was sorry to end there, she
would not have ended there. Could have added any amount of dialogue. Puzzling to me why we
see so much of this. Have a wonderful day. Paula
Subj: Sorry to end on this note
Date: 97-03-05
From: Lion
To: Hhhana
CC: All
Hhhana Hhhana are you going to make a career of critiquing me! Shall we start a
new group with me as the subject! I thought we formed this group to discussion the Simpson
case and others, more worthy of debate and discussion! If the only topic you can offer is
about Tiger, Bear or myself then please remove my name from your list! You can comment all
you want to the others, if they care to listen, but I would rather spend my time reading
messages from other OJIs like Margaret (Peggy) who at least addresses the issues in
the Simpson case, or the JonBenet Ramsey case...Your messages are becoming a waste of
time....and so are any "sorrys" that I might offer!
Lion.
P.S. Noticed you didnt send the message from Crowe that I was responding to!
Hmmmm.... [Editors note: Lion did not notice that Hhhana rarely included messages
from anyone she was responding to. Hmmmm....]
And what about that test balloon I launched with the inflammatory
textwhen taken out of context? What did Tiger do with it? Did she copy the entire
letter and comment on that, or did she pick the parts she thought would make me sound like
an unreasonable ogre?
Subj: Self-examination:
Date: 97-03-07 04:07:19 EST
From: Tiger
To: Openminded, Dable, Hhhana, Panther, Bull M, Peggy, Bull R, Matlock, Chameleon,
Connie, Pat, Lion, Bear, Trooper
To the private OJI group that received this, let me broadcast this marvelous example of
the biased, judgmental, prejudiced mind-set exhibited by some of you. Trooper wrote the
following about me:
I dont like her. I dont trust her and I have no respect for her at all. I
think she is an evil, arrogant, small-minded excuse for a human beingNow, had I used
any similar terms when writing about any of you, I would have been vilified by every OJI
on the e-mail list. You have accused me of treating you with disrespectand I
challenge you to show any evidence of that. Trooper doesnt know mebut
hasin his air of quasi-superiority, called me names that none of you are bothered
by.
When Trille called me a KRAUT BITCH on a group mailing, and when she referred to me as
"dickless Tiger," on the threads, believing I was a male, none of you uttered a
sound. How sad for some of you that you need Troopers admiration. Personally, to be
described in these terms by Lord Jasper is comforting. I would have to seriously examine
my intellect, my attitude, and the size of my mind if I thought he included me in among
the people he admires.
Frankly, Im surprised at some (not all) of you. Your silence is an expression of
agreement. So be it. I truly feel sorry for your collective inability to see through
Trooper. But, just as you adore OJ Simpson, you have every right to worship at his feet as
well. Good luck to you all. Tiger
So, what do you think happened with my "inspired" plan to
see what Tiger would do with the opportunity to play it straight or take "selected
portions" out of context. What do you think the reaction was when she swallowed the
bait and proved that what Trille and I said about her was true? Do you think anybody
noticed? If you said, "of course," youd be wrong. No one got it, not even
Trille. They were all upset that my letter to Peggy got to Tiger and speculated on where
the "leak" came from. I finally had to tell them that there was no leak. That I
never sent anything to Chameleon that I didnt want Tiger to read. If Tiger had been
paying attention, she would have seen the pattern herself....Fortunately, all was not
lost.
Subj: Self-examination
Date: 97-03-06 16:55:47 EST
From: Peggy
To: Tiger
CC: Matlock, Cougar, Rabne, Pat, Chameleon, Bull, Puma, Lion, Bear, Hhhana, Trooper,
Jaguar, Judge, Dable, Connie, Ted, Wildcat, Panther, Mike
Tiger I am wondering how you received this message in the first place, as it was
obviously sent "to the private OJI group." Im sure there are many private
groups which have splintered off from this discussion. Perhaps you and some others have a
private OJG group, thats not for me to know. Anyhow, those were Troopers
thoughts and words to that particular group, not to the entire group, which you have seen
fit to inform.
I think I have said many, many times before that I dont see where it benefits
anybody to name call, and I try not to. Even in your post about this you have used terms
like "quasi-superiority" which casts aspersions on the individuals
mentality. Also, you seem to pity our "collective inability to see through
Trooper," which says we are all marionettes, and Trooper is pulling our strings.
I dont worship at anyones feet, but I will not be reduced to ridiculing
anyones ideas or suggestions. I have listened to yours, I have listened to
Troopers, I have listened to Bear and Lion, and Connie, and Patricia and Pat, and
everybody that takes the time to include me on the mailing lists. I will continue to do
so, but I will also continue to question and form my own opinions. Peggy

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